Here it’s one of the loneliest night, and it was so that she was lived within her, didn’t know how to distinguish between heart, mind, and soul. Thus retrospecting her feelings knowing her own worth .she chose herself because you refused to. With self-love comes self-respect, now she knows to say “No” to anything that depletes her energy. But everything she was going through was preparing her for what she asked for! Her brain said ‘To eliminate the past and let go’ but her heart whispered at the end we will remember one thing that’s-Love..and it will happen if it’s meant to happen no matter how much you try to push it back.
With hovering past incidents of last 2 years, Her body tormented and soul inflicted with utter distinguishable anxiety! Fear beneath her thrust -“To get broken another time, To unlock the blessings, To make a mistake, To believe again, To forgive, To love and To Heal !!
Last 2 years have been informative, hurtful, altering, molding in her life. With time lapses, every wound gets healed.
But have you ever thought with the ideology of Healing? Am pretty sure you aren’t! It’s kinda same autarchy when you come to ashore of feelings with anxiety and loneliness. It’s not the feeling of getting lost somewhere -its the vicinity towards the supremacy of composure to land of chaos and disguise- a space of emptiness as we feel what we wished with all our heart was smirking away, suddenly fades off .like the odds of losing it when we run after it, we run, the faster we run ; the dismal the picture becomes; We fall apart then we heal. The faster we run, it will chase us, and if we walk away, it will follow us.
Now here comes the time when we think with our mind practically and tend to believe that it wasn’t for you! And you get healed but deep down the heart do you heal?? Think !think again…The soars, the scars which have marked the heart heavily do they heal? Engrossed with the feeling when same incidents likely to happen you tend yourself to pull back away. Vague -heart throbbing feels the same way, remainder of how lonely you are and the loneliness you deal with.
You say you healed but then why you are coming back to the same place where it was started. You say you healed then why the past flashbacks flicker! You say you cured but still afraid to believe and love! Why any unknown pain holds you back when you try to move on- you say you healed. Think dear” Really does the scars healed? Teary eyes faded not the marks! So if you can conquer your physical and mental being, you can conquer “anything” in the world.
Today’s mantra- stop clinging to your mistakes and exhale the bitter past while moving on towards the beautiful future which is yet to come! 😉😎
With this adieu to everyone!.
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